Carrie,
I guess I'm done, and we never happened. I'm not one for words, but they're coming now. I don't believe in fate, or destiny or horoscopes, but I can't say I'm surprised things turned out this way. I always felt there was something kind of pulling me back to darkness. Does that make sense? But I wasn't allowed a real life or real love. That was for normal people. With you, I thought, "ah, maybe, just maybe.” But I know now that was a false glimmer. I'm used to those-- they happen all the time in the desert, but this one got to me. And here's the thing, this death, this end of me is exactly what should have happened. I wanted the darkness. I fucking asked for it. It has me now. So don't put a star on the wall for me. Don't say some dumb speech. Just think of me as a light on the headlands, a beacon, steering you clear of the rocks. I loved you.
Yours, for always now,
Quinn
不知从哪一集开始，Carrie身边多了一双眼睛，冰冷、猜疑、跟随、专注？其实，最初所有这些看似无关的目光满满的都是温情！
Quinn不是一出现就惊艳的帅气英俊，并不高挑的个头，棱角分明的脸，比起他年轻时候英俊风流的外貌成熟了太多。就连美国的时时刻刻也有些掩不住他淡淡的英伦气息。
剧情跳掉的太多，可还是发现Q对C的一往情深从在屋子外面整夜整夜监视，不如说是保护，简短地聊天，问候。那时的C完全没有意识到Q在心里，一点一点地想走出他的黑暗，像个正常人一样去爱，可C正常吗？C对Q的关心，仅止于同事和朋友，从来没有爱。。。
再后来就跳掉了大部分的剧，直到Q按照计划去假装枪杀C，转而自己受到致命枪伤，后面是躺着病床上的植物人，再后来是这封感人至深的信了。
回想站在海边，遥望远处的顶塔，大海中来来往往的船只，渺小到几乎可以忽略不计，那一明一暗的灯光，在黑暗中就是唯一和你的心跳联系在一起的生命，这就是Quinn最后说的：那就是我，一直都会守护着你，知道永远！
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