until i was 18,i was a virgin,i was unable to reach out to anybody"s body.
to reach out desire
i just felt..chained
jack give me permission to open up
he is a romantic poet
and he taught me writing is personal
that it comes from the writer"s own person,his body,his breathing rhythm,his actual talk
envetually i developed a much deeper sense of confession
i needed to express my feeling s to him,but he didnt want to hear them
so i have to find a new way of expressing them .
最终，在我身上逐渐出现了一种很强烈的表白冲动。
我需要把我的感觉告诉他。但是他不喜欢听那些。所以，我不得不寻找一个新的方式表达它们。
jack was the first person i really opened up to and said,
"i m a homosexual
i very soon realiized that nobody was really shocked by anything
unless you "re out murdering people ,you know
people would never really be shocked by an experession of feeling
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