Went to a grief seminar in Casper. Do you know that. Don't know why. Just wanted the bad to go away. Wanted answers to questions that conldn't be answerd. The counselor came up to me after the seminar. Sat down next me. He said something that stuck with me. He says,"I got some good news and I got some bad news." "The bad news is you're never gonna be the same" "You'll never be whole. Not ever again." "You lost your daughter and nothing's ever gonna replace that." "Now, the good news is as soon as you accept that and let yourself suffer." "You'll allow yourself to visit her in your mind." "You'll remember all the love she gave." "All the joys she knew." The point is, martin, you can't steer from the pain. If you do, you'll rob yourself. You'll rob yourself of ever memory of her, every last one. From her first step to her last smile. You kill'em all. Just take the pain, Martin. It's the only way to keep her with you.
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